too bummed to blog:

have you ever let a boy affect you to the point of tears? ever felt unwanted or unloved? ever felt let down/empty and betrayed by a boy cuz you put WAY more passion/love/feeling into him than he does you? ever cared so much more/were affected so much more by him then he was by you? well, enough's enough! it's like that saying in the final scene of labyrinth, when jennifer connaly has the epiphany and says to david bowie 'you have no power over me'. well, jennifer connaly's never spoken truer words to me through a movie IN MY WHOLE LIFE! MY WHOLE LIFE GOD DAMN IT! 

if the guy you're pining over is an aloof, cold, monster that doesn't show any emotion- and always leaves you feeling empty and wanting more; break up with him, cheat on him, or make a video of yourself crying and send it to him!!! by the time you're done, you'll feel way better. i know i did! if he can't drive over to los feliz from santa monica every once in a while, imagine what he won't do for you in the future. the world is big! there are soooo many dudes in echo park/the lower east side! and life is long (IF you don't get in a car accident, die of aids cancer, or OD on heroin percocet crack cocaine vicodins. RIIIIIGHT!)

i don't care if he wears dark denim jeans and super awesome american apparel button down shirts (please click THIS link to buy one, you'd be a fool NOT to)- if that's the limit of what he has to give you in this relationship, then that MUST be the end point of your relationship ladies! full stop! in my case, the guy i'm dating thought my video (see below) was just a hilarious joke. i sure hope he doesn't find out about my b.l.o.g.) xo


boycrazy video: sad girl, AKA, too bummed to blog from alexi wasser on Vimeo.